This post is a little too late, but still, i just want to say out once and for all.
All along you've been saying that you treat us better than you treat yourself. And i agree with you, but that's if i didn't know about all the shits you've did/said behind us. But now that I've known about it, i seriously cringe when i think about you.
One thing I've noticed about you is you always seem to say "xx and xx told me this about you, but i chose not to believe them" etc. It is always people who's criticizing, and you're the innocent one who's always only listening, etc. But you yourself know who's the one who's been saying things actually.
If you think that no one will ever find out what you've done or said, then you're so damn fucking wrong. Cus not everyone is as blind as us. And it's only after i left you, that i realized all the shits you've said and done, and how many people have already seen through you. It took me after 1 year 2 months to exactly see through you, i think I'm already considered dense.
And just to clarify, i'm not the one who went around telling people about us quarreling etc. I purposely mia-ed myself, but it seems you're the one who can't shut your mouth up, not me. SO don't fucking accuse me.
And will you stop being so fucked up, telling Minqi that i drew on faces of your pictures when we quarreled?! Cus i know i didn't. But you know what? After hearing that, I took off all pictures with you on the wall and burnt it. Yes I Burnt It. Satisfied?
You told me that i made a wrong decision when i chose to leave you. I still have ALL the texts that you sent me in that particular day. Cus it's to remind me what kind of person you actually are. You were the one who keep wanting to put Ys and me together, and you were the one who asked me to make a choice between him and you. What kind of fucked up friend are you huh?
The stuffs you told Ys behind my back, before ys and i got together, and the stuffs you told him behind my back, while we are together. If this is your definition of "friend", then I guess being your enemy is better, cus being your enemy means i don't fucking have to give a fuck about you and how you feel.
And i know you tried to explain to Minqi, and that you told her i might have said stories to her. But sadly, nope. I'm not like you. When we initially met up, we didn't even speak about your name. It's only when she wanted to see your texts, then i showed her. And what ALL your texts said, basically speaks for you already.
There are still plenty more of fucked up stuffs you've done, but i'm simply too lazy to say it out anymore. Reading murderthelove's latest entry and this entry, is enough to say every thing out.
And stop saying i only care about my guys, and not friends. Cus i know i did my best to be there for you. You were the one who placed ys and me together, and you were the one who wanted us to break up. Whenever i said i don't wanna meet him, you always asked him out. And when we got together already, you always showed me attitude whenever he's around, i don't know what the fuck you wanted me to do. I remembered sending you a text message explaining, and asking you what you wanted me to do, you merely give me nonsense. And now you said i only care about my guys, and not friends. But now i guess i shouldn't have to care so much, cus you're no longer part of a friend.
Anyway, gotta thank Hongyuan TONS for helping me open my eyes up & believing in me.
And Minqi, ciyun, yanie & hongyuan for studying with me during the crucial period.
And DAUD for being there for me ALLL the time!!!!
Love you guys.
All along you've been saying that you treat us better than you treat yourself. And i agree with you, but that's if i didn't know about all the shits you've did/said behind us. But now that I've known about it, i seriously cringe when i think about you.
One thing I've noticed about you is you always seem to say "xx and xx told me this about you, but i chose not to believe them" etc. It is always people who's criticizing, and you're the innocent one who's always only listening, etc. But you yourself know who's the one who's been saying things actually.
If you think that no one will ever find out what you've done or said, then you're so damn fucking wrong. Cus not everyone is as blind as us. And it's only after i left you, that i realized all the shits you've said and done, and how many people have already seen through you. It took me after 1 year 2 months to exactly see through you, i think I'm already considered dense.
And just to clarify, i'm not the one who went around telling people about us quarreling etc. I purposely mia-ed myself, but it seems you're the one who can't shut your mouth up, not me. SO don't fucking accuse me.
And will you stop being so fucked up, telling Minqi that i drew on faces of your pictures when we quarreled?! Cus i know i didn't. But you know what? After hearing that, I took off all pictures with you on the wall and burnt it. Yes I Burnt It. Satisfied?
You told me that i made a wrong decision when i chose to leave you. I still have ALL the texts that you sent me in that particular day. Cus it's to remind me what kind of person you actually are. You were the one who keep wanting to put Ys and me together, and you were the one who asked me to make a choice between him and you. What kind of fucked up friend are you huh?
The stuffs you told Ys behind my back, before ys and i got together, and the stuffs you told him behind my back, while we are together. If this is your definition of "friend", then I guess being your enemy is better, cus being your enemy means i don't fucking have to give a fuck about you and how you feel.
And i know you tried to explain to Minqi, and that you told her i might have said stories to her. But sadly, nope. I'm not like you. When we initially met up, we didn't even speak about your name. It's only when she wanted to see your texts, then i showed her. And what ALL your texts said, basically speaks for you already.
There are still plenty more of fucked up stuffs you've done, but i'm simply too lazy to say it out anymore. Reading murderthelove's latest entry and this entry, is enough to say every thing out.
And stop saying i only care about my guys, and not friends. Cus i know i did my best to be there for you. You were the one who placed ys and me together, and you were the one who wanted us to break up. Whenever i said i don't wanna meet him, you always asked him out. And when we got together already, you always showed me attitude whenever he's around, i don't know what the fuck you wanted me to do. I remembered sending you a text message explaining, and asking you what you wanted me to do, you merely give me nonsense. And now you said i only care about my guys, and not friends. But now i guess i shouldn't have to care so much, cus you're no longer part of a friend.
Anyway, gotta thank Hongyuan TONS for helping me open my eyes up & believing in me.
And Minqi, ciyun, yanie & hongyuan for studying with me during the crucial period.
And DAUD for being there for me ALLL the time!!!!
Love you guys.