Ever since I started working this job, we've been quarreling every other 2-3 days. And it's really beginning to wear me out. I know it's partly my fault, cus of someone at work. But i already assured and reassured that we're both just good friends, there's nothing going on between us. Don't he realise that if he keep quarreling with me over him, he's only pushing me further away from our relationship and towards the other guy only?
We've been living together for 2-3 months now, and it's making me feel like i'm married already. I know i shouldn't say this, but living together really makes me feel kind of suffocated, but at the same time, i love him even more. I guess that's the pro and con of living together. Being able to see him everyday, i feel happy. But when we quarrel, it's like hell. Especially when we ignore each other. I'm worn out emotionally.
Work's been fine, making new smoking kakis and lover. Haha, am enjoying work lately. It's just the journey!!!! I overslept twice this week and was late twice!
As i was typing this, my phone rang. 1 missed call, unknown number. I texted that unknown number to find out who called me. And the reply is "i'm jeremin." And those really close to me will know that he is the ex bf before baby and i got together. And he's asking me out now like wtf. Turns out he still have my number all along, wowza. It's been like 7 months since we broke up. Alright, am not gonna reminisce anymore.
My dad's been a prick again, i wish i have work today! Damn.
And lastly, I miss........
all the people in the picture damn alot! And also, the auditor who called me yesterday asking if im going back to take cert anot! (you know who you are, i miss you badly, especially our late night phone calls!)