Tired ttm.

I'm back to blog. Actually i don't really have much mood to blog, but i need a place to vent desperately. It's been a very tiring and frustrating week recently. And i just want to hide away from everyone, dont feel like facing anyone. So i actually ditched work for the last two days, avoided phone calls and texts from friends. Only picked up important calls from work cus no matter what, i still have to work there..

Why cant all those important people in my life be much more understanding? Why are they so damn irritating, keep nagging and pushing me non stop?! I really need a space to breathe properly. Why cant he understand me more? Why cant he read my mind for once? I dropped alot of hints already.. I'm getting pretty sick and tired of it already..

Now, i really don't feel like working anymore.. I feel like studying.. I've been working 3 months plus full time office girl, and truthfully, im getting kind of sick of it.. But im just afraid my decision to study again is just a temporary decision.. Cus i know im so damn fickle minded, im bound to regret my decision after awhile.. Sigh, what should i do?

And i miss my friends badly.. It's been 3 months plus since i last saw minqi! And a few weeks since i last met ciyun and daud! I miss them very badly. :( i really need to meet them and relax!

At work, i feel suffocated enough. At home, i feel suffocated and irritated. Now, where can i find my own peaceful silent haven?!

Someone, anyone, dont preach to me. Okay bye.