This year is really so damn fucking suay. Just in a span of 3 months, I've already lost my ezlink card twice! And both times, my card has value of at least 50-100bux inside. Like omgwtf lah! This is like only the icing on the cake. I've also lost my job twice, due to fucking stupid reasons within these 3 months. And the damn car accident few days back. Damages of at least sgd1000. Tell me how suay can I actually get again? All within these 3 months.
I'm seriously so frustrated and vexed and helpless now. And there's no one who can help. Need not count on my dad to help, cus I'm already considered quite lucky he didn't take money from me this month. Or else he'll just start to kpkb non-stop again, making me loathe him all over again.
有时候我真的感到很疲累，真的很想放弃所有一切，然后悄悄的远走高飞，从此以后就不在出现在这世界了。 每当天开始黑，深夜来临时，我真的会情不自禁的问自己....到底活在这世界有什么用处？ 这世界对我毫无意义， 活着还有什么意思呢？ 老天为什么要这样的对我？难道它是在试探我吗？ 还是想考我的耐性吗？ 如果真的是这样，那我可以说... 别再考我了，因为我快坚持不下去了！我快跨了，真的.....
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Alexa Angie