The feeling is back, the emptiness, it's like a black hole, trying to suck me in back again.. I feel so.. empty? So worthless, so useless. Trying to stay happy is really taking its toil on me, I'm afraid i can't maintain for long.
But there's no one to save me now, except myself. And the problem is, i don't know if i wanna be saved? If only i could just disappear...
Where's the people whom i thought i could always depend on? In this world,nothing's forever. Have to learn to be more independent. Flowing tears, yet no one to wipe it away now. I miss him, but i promised myself not to keep depending on him. I made the decision to break up, so i gotta suck it up.
But the feeling just suck so much.